I first wrote about these scriptures in a post in July 2016.
This post centred on many of the questions from Alma
5. I asked and answered the questions. Reading my answers now is very
familiar. I understand what I wrote then and how similar I feel now. This post
can be found at: https://gospeldoctrine2016.blogspot.com/2016/07/book-of-mormon-22-have-ye-received-his.html
The scriptures from Alma
5 to Alma
7 contain the preaching of Alma to the people in Zarahemla and Gideon. He
confronts the people in Zarahemla and asks them questions. Brother John
Bytheway, in his weekly podcast (ourturtlehouse.com), refers to Alma
5 as a “perfect checklist” to measure our personal worthiness. In Alma
5:14 it reads, “I ask of you, my brethren of the church, have ye spiritually
been born of God? Have ye received his image in your countenances? Have ye experienced
this mighty change in your hearts?” He challenged members who had been baptised
(an event) if they had, indeed, been ‘born again’ (a process). I understand
this in my own life. My mother was the first member of the Church of Jesus
Christ of Latter-day Saints in Kitwe, Zambia. She was a true pioneer. The
earliest meetings held on a Sunday were with my mother and the missionaries.
Later, a friend of hers joined as well. By the time I was two years old, there
were twenty-to thirty members meeting in an upstairs office in Kitwe. I cannot
remember a time, from these earliest memories to now (61 years later), when I
have not had my own testimony. I felt the gift of the Spirit when it was given
to me following baptism. I have used prayer, fasting, and relied on the Spirit
to guide me, throughout my life. I have grown in my testimony but never been
without one. I want to get to the point where I have no desire to sin, but I am
not there yet. For me, the change of heart is indeed a slow process. But, I
know the Lord loves me. I know my prayers are heard and answered. I know I can
always rely on the Spirit. I am grateful for the Atonement that gives me hope.
I love the quote below from Elder Dallin H. Oaks. I feel that my testimony is
my personal miracle. I feel that the love of the Lord is more than I deserve
but I accept it with deep gratitude.
In Alma
5: 26 we read, “I say unto you, my brethren, if ye have experienced a change
of heart, and if ye have felt to sing the song of redeeming love, I would ask, can
ye feel so now?” Isn’t this a delightful question? I remember my baptism. I remember
wanting to burst with excitement and pure happiness. I wanted to tell the world
that I had just been baptised. I wanted to “sing the song of redeeming love”. I
still feel like that. After I was baptised, I used to love sitting down at the
piano and playing hymns. My mother would sing the soprano part of a hymn, I
would sing the second soprano, and my sister would sing the alto line. We used
to sing ‘The Lord is My Shepherd’ and ‘More Holiness Give Me’. The joy of singing
was supreme. When I was at high school, I used to play music to cheer myself up
and to lift my spirits. I started collecting some wonderful church music. I now
have a large collection of music that always enriches my soul. Who can listen to
‘If You Could Hie to Kolob’ without flying with the angels to great heights?
The following simple hymn, sung by adults and children, is another such track, ‘Come,
Follow Me’.
I found myself reading Alma
6 with tears in my eyes. In Alma
6:6 we are told, “the children of God were commanded that they should
gather themselves together oft”. The Covid 19 pandemic has prevented meetings
in chapels for a couple of months. In our home we do not have active Priesthood
holders. I have also had to be extremely careful as I help my 96-year-old mum
who is in a very frail state of health. I am not a very sociable person, so I
tend not to go to social events at the chapel, but I have really missed Sunday
meetings and partaking of the Sacrament every week. This week we could attend a
Sacrament meeting (by invitation) but I am still hesitating because of my mum’s
health.
Brother John Bytheway made an interesting statement comparing
Alma’s comments to the people in Zarahemla (Alma
5) and the people in Gideon (Alma
7). He pointed out how Alma relied on the Spirit to know how to speak to
each group and what had to be said. He stated that when you are guided by the
Spirit you prepare yourself to speak but you do not prepare your speech. The
two groups were different and needed different approaches and different
counsel. The same thing was clear when President Nelson toured NZ, Australia,
and the Pacific Islands. I listened to his speeches in the different areas.
Each was unique and addressed the issues of the people in each area. Isn’t it
wonderful to know that we are listening to the counsel the Lord wants us to
hear?
President Nelson & Elder Gong on the Pacific Tour |
As I mentioned in my post four years ago, one of the most
moving and personally poignant scriptures to me is Alma
7: 11-12. This reads, “And he shall go forth, suffering pains and afflictions
and temptations of every kind; and this that the word might be fulfilled which
saith he will take upon him the pains and the sicknesses of his people. And he
will take upon him death, that he may loose the bands of death which bind his
people; and he will take upon him their infirmities, that his bowels may be
filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the
flesh how to succour his people according to their infirmities.”
Gethsemane |
We know that the Atonement allowed our Saviour to suffer our
sins and balance the scales of justice so that we could repent. But the
Atonement achieved so much more! Bruce Hafen, has written a book called ‘The
Broken Heart’, and an article called, ‘The Atonement is not just for sinners’.
The quote below says a lot of what is in his book and article. Christ endured the
pain of our sins, our afflictions, our temptations, and our infirmities. He
understands us perfectly.
In ‘Come Follow Me’ we were encouraged to follow a set of
scriptures that showed how Christ suffered and how this enables Him to succour
us. This is summarised in the tables below.
There are three quotes from President Dallin H. Oaks that
touch my heart. The first mentions that Christ “succours or helps by giving us
the strength or patience to endure our infirmities”. I see this daily with my
dear, little mum. I see her suffer day after day, but she has such inner
strength and such love for the Lord and the gospel.
The next two quotes are short but deeply moving. I know the
Lord understands me. He knows my anguish. He knows my heart, my desires, my
troubles, and my imperfections. I can turn to Him through all my trials. He can
and He will ‘lift me’. I am so grateful for the Atonement. Alma
7 has given me a deep insight into the power of the Atonement and the
extent of the Saviour’s love and sacrifice for me.
The realisation of how important I am as a cherished child
of my Father in Heaven and how much my elder brother and Saviour Jesus Christ sacrificed
for me, has led me to think about the current riots and marches in America and
around the globe regarding the murder of George Floyd. This has brought
attention to the ‘Black Lives Matter’/’All Lives Matter’ cries being heard in
so many countries. Yes, all lives matter. Black lives should not be in danger
because of skin colour. Every person is a beloved daughter or son of heavenly
parents. Every person has been given the gift of the Atonement. We need love,
charity, kindness, and unity, not division, hatred, and cruelty. I found a
delightful little church video that moved me deeply. It is called, ‘To Love
Them All’ and is narrated by Patrick Kearon (see below).
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